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honestly, i don't really care what's going on between him and his girlfirend.  because that never was the point, and never will be the point.

i don't give a shit if he and his girlfriend or you break up, get back together, cheat on each other, have sex or not, do it with or without condoms or sex toys, in any position: sixtynine, side by side, missionary, or whoever on top, have it in three way, or do whatever they want to do.  because that is just nothing to do with me. it does me no good nor harm knowing all that stuff.

so why were we talking about that gossip that night?? because we were bored! that's why! we didn't want to study, but haven't come up with any better idea where to kill that night.  so we thought having some little girl talk might be good, and knowing that gossiping about someone might upset the certain person, we told everyone that all things we've talked would be left behind the door and would never be told to anyone else.

so why am i pissed off??? oh, maybe it's because you let out that tiny little secret which we promised not to tell, and worst of all, you talked to no one but the very person we've been gossiping about himself just because you didn't want to make him angry! yeah, right,  like we wouldn't feel anything if you didn't keep you promise.  here's the fact: we  feel, and we ARE very upset about you being a sellout!!! and we also feel ASHAMED when facing him!!

i couldn't help but keep watching you two these days, and just want to say that you two make a perfect couple─ the cocky know-it-all, aka, the dick, and some innocent cute little girl wannabe, who's actually the meanest liar i've ever seen so far.
and now i'm saying this with all my heart: congratulations and best wishes to you, the beautiful couple, two of the most dreadful persons. and stop acting like we're still friends and like there's nothing happened between us.  after all this, i just want to stay away from you two as far as i could.

lately the girl acted like she wanted to make it up with me (or us, i don't know) but i just can't stop thinking about her being so hostile the other night  when we discussed this issue on msn. she was like a total bitch (sorry i have to put it this way, can't think of other words to describe)! man!  you should have seen it! like we, who were sold, were wrong to get angry with her.

----------just some bitching--------

maybe i'm jealous of her popularity but, seriously, i just couldn't figure out why she gets all the boy's attention, and they thought she's hilarious, cute, and naive, when i thought she's an annoying dumbass!!! using "thought" because i don't think she's a dumbass no more, she must be way smarter than me to hit on so many guys while i can only sit here whining. XD so...that makes her a.....smartass????? and i'm just stupid enough to believe that inner beauty kind of shit.  whatever! like i care. if there's a i-so-do-not-want-to-see-you list, this couple would definitely be on it.

嗯...我也覺得用英文寫文章很作做，更何況都狗屁不通。一開始只是想寫「體位」那段，覺得用英文寫比較有感覺，誰知道越寫越長，變成 hate mail 了  Orz...可是偶爾為之嘛~~希望之後可以用其他語言寫看看~